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Fri, Oct. 21st, 2005, 10:04 pm

I want the music to make me cry again, to make me feel something. It has been far to long since I've been moved, since I've heard anything. Perhaps I haven't been listening, perhaps I've closed myself off, perhaps I'm using to many commas.

The last song to move me was from Vincent Gallo which seems to me a strange feat seeing as how self-involved he is as an actor, artist, and musician. I listened to the song "Falling Down Billy Brown," one night in the dark and cried, I can't give any reason why aside from I felt compelled to. It has been sometime.

Maybe I haven't allowed myself to openly cry, maybe I've shut myself off. I'm no longer the man I used to be...for better or worse. Those days of searching, seeking, my future are over, I am who I am.

Sat, May. 5th, 2007 01:03 pm (UTC)

Hi! This is the only way I know how to contact you. I'm drinking some wine, it's a beautiful night, and I'm thinking about old friends! I miss you. You should email me. doubleconfession@gmail.com -- it would be nice to hear what's going on with you and the lady and the little man.